Life did it again !!!!
2 years ago, I started working with her. She is a French girl. She is 26 or 27.
The first time I met her I was impressed how beautiful she is. She is practically my boss. I started to talk to her formally and she surprised me when she asked me to call her by her name without "Miss". Every day at work I was observing her way of managing. She is so calm, polite and cheerful. When she said good morning to anyone it's not in a normal way. She was asking about everything (mood, health…) she used to have very good conversations with everyone. Concerning her work she was very organized, very dynamic and creative.
2 years had passed and the day has come. Now she has to leave to France.
Today we had a farewell party. She was amazing, shiny like everyday. She enjoyed the party we had our last conversation. And that's it I had to say good bye….
Gwen… it's her name, I will miss our conversations. I will miss your wisdom that helped me a lot.
I will miss your smile, your shiny face, your simplicity and your Bonjour "coucou"
Every day I do believe that I choose the right title for my blog. "why does life give us what it would be taken away"

This reminds me...
When I pass by my school, it reminds me the good days I had.
When I listen to Jad Chewairy, he reminds me my very best friend Toto .
When I walk in Korba street, all the good memories cross my mind.
When I read Paulo Coelho's novel "Eleven minutes", it reminds me my trip to Paris.
When I started singing Romeo and Juliette, it reminds me Christmas time and the Cairo opera Choir.
When I drink my hot coffee the morning, it reminds me Youri Merakadi and his song "kahwati" or my coffee
When I wach Freinds series, it reminds me the bad days i used to have when this serie was the only cheerful thing in my day.
When I see the sea, it reminds me of you.
When I go to the gym, it reminds me my faillure trials of loosing weight.
When I stay in the library working, it reminds me that I became a money machine.
When I enter the class to teach my students, it reminds Pink Floyd and another brick in the wall.
When I see a baby, it reminds me how badly I want to be mom.
When I read my diary, it reminds me that I passed lot of tests.

Just feeling a terrible adjustment disorder...
But hopefully I will pass the test !!!!
This time it's my fault and not life's

WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?

As I am always respecting you...
As I am always carrying about you...
As I always want the best for you...
What do you want from me??

Do you want my blood?
Do you want my tears?
What do you want?
What do you want from me?

Do you think that I know something you don't know?
Do you want me to make a daisy chain for you?
You are so hard to please!!!
What do you want from me?

BACK AGAIN!!!!
After one year or may be more, I am back with my blog...
I had enough this year to focus on life and to see how things are going on....
This time I will try to be objective and to avoid politics JUST to focus on life
I have lots of experiences, true stories that happened to me or to my friends, they will be published later.
Hope that you will enjoy reading them and you will like my blog.
To be continued....

I just feel like I want to disappear for a while. I need to relaxe and forget my work.
But that's impossible.
And the show must go on...

إفتتاح الدورة ولا مؤاخذة الأفريقية :
مصر الحضارة – مصر الفراعنة – مصر التقدم وطبعاً مصر مبـــــــــــــــارك
وليه لا ؟ الدورة عندنا ومحدش أدنــــــــــا
والإفتتاح بمبة ، خذوق كبــــــير يطلع من النفوخ
ناس بتجرى طول الوقت لابسين لبس حفل تنكرى .
الراقصين : لا عارفين يرقصوا و لا عارفين يمشوا يجروا و بس . الأوامر قالت يجروا فبيحروا

والجزء التانى بالتحديد وبعدين موسيقىThe Lord Of The Rings بتاع فيلم Sound Trackالموسيقى : أحدث موسيقى ال

Hans Zimmer ل

الديكور : العساكر الراقصين وعددهم مهول خارجين شايلين مســـــــــلات (وكأنها خواذيق للجمهور) ، شايلين جعران (و كأنهم فتحوا علينا البلاعات) و أخيراً النجوم
ديكور رائع والله

عيب دى فضيحة السؤال هو : - ليه نتحمس ونأخذ مسؤلية إفتتاح دورة وإحنا مش قدها لا إمكانيات ولا أفكار ؟
- هل لإفتتاح تم تحضيره بدقة علاشان يسترنا قدام العالم ؟ ولا فكرتهم عن إفتتاح الدورات إنها ناس بتجرى وبس ده غير طبعاً الفلوس اللى اتصرفت عليه والله أعلم راحت فين ؟

المصيبة الأكبر إنه مابقاش يهمنا شكلنا حيبقى إيه قدام الناس ده العالم كله بيتفرج علينا يادى الكسوف
هل فى مصر مافيش مصمم رقصات محترف لتدريب الراقصين (ده باعتبار إن اللى كانوا بيرقصوا إمبارح دول راقصين أنا فكرت إنهم ممكن يكونوا عساكر الأمن المركزى)

هذا العرض هو إهانة كبيرة لمصر و يا ترى مين اللى مسئول عن هذة الإهانة ؟
ومبسوطين علشان لنا الدورة؟
لا سن اليأس أحسن

I feel very bad : sad, overloaded and depressed
Is there anyone like me ???!!!

Elle attend que le monde change
Elle attend que changent les temps
Elle attend que ce monde étrange
Se perde et que tournent les vents
Inexorablement, elle attend.

Elle attend que l'horizon bouge
Elle attend que changent les gens
Elle attend comme un coup de foudre
Le règne des anges innocents
Inexorablement, elle attend.

Elle attend que la grande roue tourne
Tournent les aiguilles du temps
Elle attend sans se résoudre
En frottant ses couverts en argent
Inexorablement, elle attend.

Et elle regarde des images
Et lit des histoires d'avant
D'honneur et de grands équipages
Oú les bons sont habillés de blanc

Et elle s'invente des voyages
Entre un fauteuil et un divan
D'eau de rose et de passion sage
Aussi purs que ces vieux romans
Aussi grands que celui qu'elle attend.

Elle attend que le monde change
Elle attend que changent les gens
Elle attend que ce monde étrange
Se perde et que tournent les vents
Inexorablement, elle attend.

I think this is me